Do i have any reason to worry about this?

i can't make eye contact,i was bullied allot in high school and somehow i lost my self esteem,i hate people talking about how i can't seem to make eye contact,and people do assume that if you can't make eye contact you must be doing witchcraft or something,i don't talk about this with my friends because i did once and i got laughed at,so i always keep things to myself,i told my roommate about this and she did n't believe my story,she kept telling her friends that am a witch and evil stuff about me,am trying to move out,the flat go someplace else can't handle the gossip going on.i hate it when people sit around and talk about me and make me hear it to try and hurt me.it's even harder to do eye contact with the person because at the back of your mind it's all the nasty things they said about you.